.:Memoirs of The LV Key Chain:.

I hate everything today...i dont know what the hell is going on but I really dislike what i am experiencing today. It all started this morning. When i was about to swipe my credit card for the fuel, i noticed that my ATM card is missing. God!!!! i had to call the bank and cancelled the ATM card. As i am in need of a new card i went to Maybank Sunway to get it replaced and i had to come in late to work. My boss was like not so happy bout it but...fuck cares...i need my ATM.

As i was on my way to the office i listed to my iPod while driving, and guess what? when i was about to get out from the car i dropped my iPod and there's a scretch on it. FUCK!!!! how can that happen..that is like the 4GB of my life and i dropped it. And when I tot everything will turn out fine...i accidently 'jahanamkan' my LV (that's Louis Vuitton to those who dont know) key chain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can only take so many blow. I am not strong enough. Take anything but my LV please.That cost me a 1/4 of my salary (im overblowing the figures) and its gone...its barely even 2 month old. I am always having unfortunate things happen to my designer's items. Last month it was my Armani this month its my LV. Whats next?? I know i do sound sooo majorly superficial but hey..those shiznit does not come with an average price tag plastered on them i practically have to fucking starve myself for those indulgence item.

.:Of Young Marriages & Being Alone:.

Its 4:16am in the morning and I cant sleep. I just watched Disturbia, a dvd that tells a story about a high school senor who got sentence to house arrest and how he spent his summer spying on people. Well one day he got more that he can chew. He found out that his newly moved in next door neighbor is a total babe and his long time neighbour is a serial killer. Who by now I know that you can guess what the dvd is all about. A very well mix of thriller, romance and teenage drama. Very well directed.

Earlier tonight I went to my neighbor’s son wedding at dewan perdana felda. A very fancy reception (my neighbor’s kid is a third year medic student in aussie and his wife is a second year medic student in Ireland). A good combination I know. Since both of them are the offsprings of rich daddies and mummies (not to forget rich grandparents) the wedding was a grand du jour. Its kind of nice to get married with your parents money. You can have anything you want. You know how the love of parents will put you through anything in life, from primary school to high school through medic school and up till your marriage. But the ugly side is, it is as though they need their parents money to fuck legally…damn and did I mention that both of them are only 23 years old? Risqué I know. I am not being a sour grape, but how in the hell would they make the marriage work? With raging hormones, future doctors or not they are still human. Right? They are open to temptations and all. I wish them all the best.

Anyway, have you guys ever felt like you just want to be alone?? I am always having that feeling for the past few weeks, I don’t know why but the feeling just kept coming and growing strong. I felt trapped in my own house. Trapped by the constant nagging of my mom, never ending sacrifices that I need to do for both of my sisters, and the pain in the ass things I need to do for them. I am not selfish but, I have been doing all those things for like forever, when it will be my turn to ask them to do something for me? It sucks because I so badly wanted to have my own bachelor pad. I want to live alone, I want to be alone and I am tired of all this. I am not doing a Mariah, but this sucks.

.:Of Muni, Hafiz, Abe Ja, Sarah & Doing a Mariah:.

Its been a while..who can you blame but me..been very busy with my life, my work and have no time for anything else. I have delivered my first ice breaking speech last week. It was so scary and yet fulfilling at the same time. Having the whole room listening to me, it was fun. Anyway its Muni's bday today and i want to wish her a very happy 25th birthday i hope her plans to marry Faris will work smoothly. I am so happy for them. I went out last Saturday with Hafiz, he just came back from Jeddah and came down to subang to lepak with me because its been like ages since we hang. I miss the old days when we can just sit at Starbucks and laugh at other people, bitch about life and make fun of each other. Anyway, we end up hanging out in MidValley and shop at Ausinno for bed sheet (its was like 70% off). I bought a purple(of all colours kan??) queen size bed sheet for Abe Ja (he's getting married next month and he wants a purple matress). So i guess wedding gift for him dah ada, but i am kindof thinking of buying him a CD player for his car sebabnya he have no CD player in the car!!!! Horor i know. He still have the radioc/cassette player (who in this millennium still own a cassette player in the car) Kesian gila. Sometimes i feel sorry utk abg aku tu. Not that he have no money but i dont know what the fuck is he thinking. Oh yeah, i am using his car for the week because he is using mine to balik Kota Bharu. Since his parents came down to KL to buy stuff for the wedding, and since his car cannot accomadate more than 2 person at any given time, he borrowed mine. HAHAHHA Ya Allah kesian gila kan..!!!

Abe ja if you are reading this..(dia tau ke blog tu ape? and worst dia tau ke internet tu ape??hahahah sory 1000x). Aku mintak maaf, buke aku nok ngejek keto mu..tp meme aku kesian nge keto mu tu..aku tak tau nok kecek gapo doh..tp meme kesian..Thank god he already made plan to sell of the car and buy a Gen 2. Insyaallah, rezeki pengantin baru. Tapi apa apa pun Abe Ja your Satria Rawks!!! looks very cool from the outside. Which is ok lah since people will only judge something from the outside look. So its ok. Much Love and Respect Abe Ja!!!

For the past 2 weeks, i have been feeling very2 low in terms of my work. Been critisized, been called a procastinate and worst my SINGLE mistake have been higlighted to ALL (the product owner team and the technical team) BASTARD tak boss celaka aku tu? Memang shitty. I have come to a point where, when he was yadaing away i just stare into the blank space, imagining im somewhere in a beautiful coast of fiji. Fuck him lah...i wont let this thing eat me inside. Thank god Sarah was there to hear all my problems, she is facing very similar problem too. I think that it is important for me to always talk to Sarah sebab i dont want to end up doing a Mariah Carey in the LRT. HAHAHHAHA